there's no world outside;

my expression.

9:37 PM

i dont know why i am feeling this way. i dont feel like doing anything at all. i only wish to lay on my bed and waste my time away. i feel lethagic. emotionless. why the sudden feeling? i dont know why either....
everybody is changing.. everything is changing... whether its for the good or bad, you decide yourself. i just gotta learn to adapt to the way things are... this is the only chance of survival, i guess.
each and everyone of us sin. the only difference is the impact of the consequences that have resulted from ya actions.
some of us are superficial. some of us have strayed. few of us remain true. which is the correct track? nobody is to judge. you decide yourself.
some people out there are making themselves suffer by hating others. why not learn to accept and open up your heart? you will feel much relieved and definitely happier.
each individual are leading their own lives. only you can help yourself. i guess, this is independence. everybody gotta learnt to be independent. this is also the way mother nature is.
do you believe in fate?
well.... i do not have an answer yet.
people step in and out of your life. some leave a lil' footprint. some leave a significant mark. these are just characters in your own drama. whether they are the lead or not, they will definitely affect you somehow or another. i believe all of us will mature.
xmas have gone pass. soon another year is coming. everything is gonna start all over again. chinese new yr. march holidays. mid-yr exams. tonnes of tests and homework. feeling stressed. june holidays. exams. national day. september holiday. the deciding exam of the yr. dec holidays. chistmas. and the cycle continues... everybody is gonna start getting busy with their lives. this is life. its just a mundane rountine. you gotta find the joy in life yourself. friends and family. they create an impact in my life. they are very important to me.

alright, this is a sudden expression of what i am feeling right now.
i've sinned by indulging myself in lotsa funtime. i know i've neglected my studies.
but i dont feel like doing anything right now.