6:46 AM
wadupp ppl!
the healthy and pretty lynn is back! no more pox! no more not feeling well! it feels great to be healthy.
i finally got to hang out yesterday with my aunt and broS. this auntie of mine is a career woman, and ive been addressing her as 'mummy' since young. yeah...
she brought the 3 of us out yesterday to shop for CNY clothes.
ok, i am feeling so so so guilty right now. each of us average bought about 300 bucks of clothes. my korkor even more ahz. i think my mummy spent close to a thousand bucks on us yesterday. i was feeling super bu hao yi si and guilty las.
then, when i reached hm.. i msg her a thank you msg. i was so touched by her reply.
here it goes, "No worries, mummy can still afford now. you all are good children, mummy love you all. take good care." oh man, i was feeling so so so touched!
oh, i saw meng chuan at vivo!
jas! rmb, meng chuan? haha..... only managed to say hi to him.
went for a job interview today. alone! today is my independence day. haha..
hmm.. ive gotten the job already. but im putting it on hold first cuz i have another interview tmr. lets compare the benefits btw these 2 firms then decide los..
i wanna earn kaching. i wanna sponsor my mama her CNY clothes!
alright, tts all for today.
peace out!
6:11 AM
i guess i need an avenue to vent my fustration.
nothing is going well for me!
its a brand new year! its yr 2007!
but... im once again unemployed!
and i thought tt the company promised to hold the position for me. this is so unfair to me las!
called up the job agency today.
violet told me the big boss is a kidney transplant patient, and they dont want somebody with chicken pox near him.
come on man! i recover already ehz! and.. its not like im having sars or whatsoever right..
its only chicken pox.
this is so unfair.
im so sick of staying home all day. ive been stuck at home for bout 2 weeks already. the cycle just continue everyday. its just like, those kinda storyline is some lame drama whereby the time keeps repeating iteslf.
man, i am determined to get outta the house as soon as the pox disappear. i need some fresh air. i need to get in touch with the civilisation!
oh wells, this is a really negative entry with all my negative thoughts. this really sucks.
argh!
1st week of pox
6:42 AM
hmmm.. ive survived one week of pox!
the first week was quite uncomfortable. seriously, the extreme tiredness, loss of appetite and feeling of vomiting really sucks!
but thankfully, ive got the med to relieve the itchness.
its the 2nd week of pox now! i feel that ive recoverd already. i think the virus is deeply buried within me already. its just that i still got the red spots on me. i need to stay home and wait till the spots are gone then i dare to step out. my appetite is comin back too! muahaha.. but ive got soooo many things tt i cannot eat. argh, tts quite a torture. but its not tt bad las.
anyways, im feeling relieved cuz the taiwan trip is really really settled already. initially there was quite a few probs... i was feeling really stuck between my aunt and my friends. i guess the night when my aunt tell me she wanna change the date again, i really broke down.. i didnt know how to tell my friends, i understand tt they are anxious bout tt trip too.
lynn cried in front of her bro =(( i think tart got a shock of his life. this shld be the first tme tt he seen me cry bahz. haha....
luckily things were resolved very soon.
muahahaha... anticipating the arrival of april! 14th of april!
meanwhile, i shall work hard. earn more money/kaching to finance my expenses!
i hate to admit this... but Valentine's day is coming is less then a month!
i realise ive never spend V day with any special someone before. even with my ex-bfs, we dont usually last till V day.
guess, it shall be another V day with my gurl friends los...
char, lou and me.... at least we still got each other!
haha...
the healthy lynn is comin back!
oh, couz is going army this friday... hopefully he gets to club before he enters the army. hopefully he dont get caught by his mama. come on, couz is gonna be a man already las! she shld nt ground him anymore!
kkiez.. ciaoz!
3:08 PM
congrats lynn!
you are indeed diagnosed with chicken pox. freaking hell las... so itchy! omg...
the bloody medical bill is 107 bucks can. the doc gave me a anti-viral medicine specially for chicken pox one... ya.. cuz im consider older children. ya, as u get older... the complications for chicken pox gets more serious. called job agency, my company is kind enough to hold the position for me =) haha... at least im still employed now.
i did not manage to get a wink at all. the moment i lie down on my bed, the unbearable feeling comes. i rather not sleep las.. i rather its pain then itch. at least u cant do anything to the pain, but itch makes u feel like scratchin can! im so disgusted with the piece of ART on my body right now, dont even wanna touch or look at myself. but, i cant stand it las!
let me describe my attire to u ppl huh.. haha..
tee-shirt TUCKED IN to prevent me from scratching. plus a ZIPPED UP ALL THE WAY jacket. cool bah!
desperate measures are needed to make sure i dont scar...
gurls, latest announcement.
the taiwan trip's date has been brough forward to 17th of march. this time its comfirmed already. yeah..
my condition will get worse as the days goes by. guess i wouldnt be in the mood to blog either.
ya.. so wait till i recover alright..
ciaoz! kaox, i hate chicken pox!
4:51 AM
hey... im back from my first day of work!
generally, the office is nice. very professional. my table is RIGHT OUTSIDE the lady boss's room. haikz, cannot slack los...
ya... the work is fine. did filing, sorting and gotta bring documents for the HEADS to sign. HEADS ehz, the docu keep printing.. i need to walk here and there like every 5 mins las. but i figured its better then sitting down all day huh. the people there arent very friendly huh. but, hopefully they will 'open up' to me as days goes by.
nw the
highlight of the day....
i think ive contracted CHICKEN POX! thats juz how unlucky i can get huh....
was having intensive headache, fever and stomachache yest. i went online to check, these are the exact symptons can!
came home... when i was about the shower, i realise there's quite a few red dots on my stomach!
fever is still here. sore throat coming up. contracted with chicken pox
man, im sooooo sad.
today is juz the first day of work ehz.. like tt how to get kaching to go for dance courses? how to get kaching to go Taiwan? omg.... HOW? huh huh huh...
its like finally im employed las... im praying so so so hard tt the company will retain the position for me. on the account tt i am so efficient today, they might keep it for me hor???
aiyah.... minimum 2 weeks to recover lehz...!
need one more night to cfm whether its chicken pox nt, if i wakie tmr with more DOTS... tt means no work for me. mama says i need to go see doc myself eh! ive never ever in my whole life been to the doc myself. somemore nw chicken pox still muz go myself..
haha, hopefully i dont cry on the way to the doc due to self-pity.
ok, everybody lets pray hard!
chicken pox go away! lynn has just started work!
fu*k!
8:22 AM
oh! i am so tired now!
starting work on monday.. job agency told me its better to dress formally.... hence, lynn have been shopping for office wear for the past few days.. oh man, office wear super not nice las.
dont wanna invest money in it anyway... so far, ive only bought a black blouse. hopefully temp staffs are nt required to dress formally. *pray hard*
i read zg's entry bout this grandpapa in the hospital. actually, my grandpapa is also in the hospital. but, he got in cuz he got some difficult breathing. he is my paternal grandpa, i am nt close to him at all. to be honest, in a year.... all the things i say to him is to only call him when i see him.. that is "ye ye". nuth more. thats kinda sad huh.. but things have been this way since young. visited him once durin his stay in the hospital, he aged alot. but, he is discharged already. so, hopefully he will get better.
gonna take up dance courses soon. haha... bet it will be damn fun!
met up with mandy yesterday. man, she's got a new haircut from HK. so cute.. makes u wanna pat her head when u see her. currently anticipating for their poly holis to come soon, so they will have time to play with me!
okok, im really tired. too lazy to type.
ciaoz
.....
5:18 AM
muahaha.. lynn went swimming alone today! thats a big accomplishment!
fat have gone for a 3 days 2 night sch camp, leavin his poor sis home alone.
anws, swimming alone is GREAT! guess what? i swam 30 laps in a hour. haha.. cool bahz! ive gotten a lil' darker too!
oh... ive gotten a job already. finally im employed! haha.. but one thing is that the company is located at some ulu place in pandan rd. same as char.... but i guess... i'll just make do with it since the pay is 7/hr, which is consider high already las.. will be starting work next monday. hopefully, the workin environment will be good.
chris messaged me today bout the tw trip.. girls reading this entry...
we are proposing to go tw from 22-25 march. ya.. so, if u guys need to ask for leave... gotta do it asap huh.
oh! i need to complain bout smthing... lou told me her workplace(i shall not disclose, in case i get sued or smthing) is employing. so, i tot i should give it a try. then, the job agency happened to call me bout some jobs, so i told Claris bout the job opening. Claris told me actually she asked the institution why they didnt wanna choose from the previous applications that she have sent in.. guess what the institution replied...
they say tt they want somebody from a good jc! come on man, its just a temp admin job los..
the basic photo-copying, typing and filing kinda stuff anybody also can do... why muz they choose somebody from a good jc? this shows how bias these people are. whats wrong with nt coming from a good jc?
i think my school is great. i love my school. ive got great teachers. my school envt is best.
how do u define good JC? only the top 5 JCs can be regarded as good jc?
we are not even applying to enter the institution yet, this is juz a temp admin job! they are already biased against us... bloody unfair.
i guess this is how dark reality is.
chen jie told lou we should have expected this when we chose pj in the first place. oh, lou managed to got in cuz of her glamamous CCAs las.. i guess being a student counciler really helps alot. anws... im officially lou's lunch partner. ive accompanied her through her lunch hr for 2 days on the phone! man, lou.. u owe me lots man!
girls, im employed! i'll get income too! haha.. we can all go enjoy ourselves already! work hard now!
we will all enjoy ourselves on our tw trip alrights?
declared jobless
3:06 AM
well... i woke up feeling quite depressed today. i thought of being the only one unemployed when all my friends are employed made me feel really sad...
alright, i gotta admit that i am being kinda picky bout my jobs. but i dont wanna waste my time is doing some jabalang job, i wanna do a job that may help in my resume in the future. everybody else has gotten a decent job.. im the only one! thats really sad.....
i dont see the point of going out to search for jobs anymore. anws, i will not get the jobs in the retail lines as i do not have the relevant experience. tried, but to not avail. damn, i only wanna get a holiday job. why does it feel as if im some kinda adults out there who cannot get a job?
alright, im praying real hard that the job agencies will call me asap!
i need a job desperately!
be it to kill time or the extra income, i need a job right now!
good day
3:46 AM
waddup peepz! This is gonna be an entry bout my trip to escape and wild wild wet. though it happened like.. laz week but i figured i shld blog bout it.. if not, taz gonna roar at me. haha
went escape and wild wild wet with char, lou, jas and zhigang. the rest couldnt make it cuz of their jobs. humph.. but anws we've had our fun! haha..
it was a good day! lynn was being really daring by taking ALL the rides las.. can u believe it? i used to be soo timid! haha.. act, its cuz of the company tt ive got... so ive got no choice but to be daring!
ESCAPEman.. the scariest ride is the one tt turned 360 degrees las! i really feel like im losin to gravity. haha.. its like, facing the ground while falling. aiya, its very hard to describe how scary it is las.. u guys gotta try it yaself. But, the most stupid thing is tt.. when the ride finally stopped, the operator showed me a sign of one more time?
but i mistook it to.. him askin me whether im good.. so i gave him the thumps up sign. until, zg shouted one more time.. then i went SHIT! I DONT WANNA GO ONE MORE TIME!!! AHH!! then.. there we go again.. one more time... 360 degrees.. char and me flipped alot of times las!! argh.. but its fun! haha...
we were like the oldest in the whole theme park las. we're the loudest too! we scream juz for the sake of screaming and to scare the rest behind the queue. haha...
oh, this para is dedicated to
CHUA ZHIGANG to show how sorry i am to him. haha..
we took the go-kart. and.. the feeling of speeding and driving was GREEAAAT! but... stupid lynn doesnt know how to brake. so... when we're all suppose to stop, i banged like SOOOOO hard into zg's kart as he was infront of me. man.... it was so pain las.. if w/o the seat belt, i guess i would have flew out. haha.. but poor zg had a slight concussion. his head was banged very hard against the seat cuz of my banging.
so sorry man! so sorry kris! i hurt ya boy! so sorry! ive caused zg to have subsequent headaches aft tt... u dunno how sorry i am man..
SORRY! =)
the haunted house was initially scary.. but, lou made it a big joke. i came out of the haunted hse laughing all the way! haha.. its so funny how scared lou is.. its so funny how hard it is the pull and push her to advance. char and me were pulling, zg was pushing... but we cant move her. haha.. damn funny can!
Wild Wild Wetnow for the wild wild wet! all i can say is.. FUN!
we're like sooo sua ku las.. we were the only grp tt went in fully clothed. haha.. the rest of the ppl are in their swimwear las... took the family slide. i think its called ular-ular.. i think. its nt scary at all.. but we screamed juz to scare the rest of the ppl. haha...
the scariest and most fun slide was the... U-shaped thingy. though its the scariest, i took it like 5 times can.. haha... the lifeguard also know us already
but the lifeguard damn mean can.. there was this time where i partnered jas... he didnt want to push us down all the way.. he push abit then we went "AHH"... push abit then "AHH" then again.. he hanged us mid-air can.. purposely one lehz!! finally, he gave the final hard push.. we went damn high can.. haha..!
took the u-thingy with lou and zg too. i guess the weight really matters. the float went damn high while sitting with them las..
fun! ok, i can safely declare tt the scariest slide is chicken feet to me already! haha.. proud lynn.
we met the rest for dinner at holland V aft tt.. we had 'zhi cha'. nice nice.. i like to eat 'zhi cha'.
im happy with myself for tt day. i was so daring. haha...
i wanna go these places with my gurls! wenn... when are u free for me?? huh huh huh? lets go have fun together! weii and yuu too!!
the only ride tt lynn boycott is... ROLLER COASTERS!
all i can say is... its a good day spent with great people =)
3rd of jan.
5:39 AM
oh man.. im so tired today. i guess its cuz im deprived of my essential 10 hrs of sleep. but ive only got myself to blame las.. ive been sleeping late recently.
anyways, today is the day where everybody's life goes back to normal. school term starts today. work starts today. man, i miss schooling! i miss PJ! i miss all my teachers! schooling is still the best!
job hunting today is tiring.. am starting to look out for retail jobs already. cuz admin jobs are kinda hard to get and most of them only want to employ one. this way.. jas, lou and me cant work together already.
tried out haagen daez, nydc, tangs, savoski crystal and espirit....
ive got smthing to complain, the interviewee frm the last store tt i went to suck totally! i hate her. yucks! im not gonna accept the job even if she call me las..
hmm, ive got a qns. why is it so hard to get a job when everybody else is wrkin alreaady?
are my expectations too high? am i being too picky?
i think, im being picky.
there's gonna be another day of job hunt tmr.
ciaoz!
wish me luck ppl..
me, myself and i
1:07 AM
saw this horoscope analysis website from kris's blog, so i decided to try it out.
Actually, some of the analysis makes total sense to me. its like so accurate las!
alright, people.. take note of the
RED ones(gosh, so true!)
BLUE ones are my opinions of that sentence.
GREEN ones are the advices that i value.
Rising Sign is in 15 Degrees Cancer
Very sensitive by nature, you prefer to be in your own familiar surroundings. Cautious and conservative, you make changes in your life only very slowly, if at all. You do not open up easily to strangers. Friendships are made for life, however -- once given, your trust is forever. Your mother, your home as a child and your early family life in general are very important to you. You are also very sentimental. When you feel self- confident, you are gentle, giving and protective of the needs of others. But when you feel insecure or threatened, you become overly sensitive to criticism, shy, withdrawn and moody. You have a strong need for security -- in the sense that you are being loved, nourished and protected.
Sun is in 15 Degrees Scorpio.
Intense and complex by nature, you have extremely strong emotional reactions to most situations. Feelings are often very difficult for you to verbalize. Therefore you have a tendency to be very quiet - - to brood and think a lot. You seldom get overtly angry, but, when you do, you are furious and unforgiving. When you make an emotional commitment, it is total -- you are not attracted to superficial or casual relationships. If you are challenged, you take it as a personal affront and tend to lash out and fight back in a vengeful manner. You love mysteries and the supernatural. A good detective(muahaha, detective kindachi in the making), you love getting to the roots of problems and you enjoy finding out what makes other people tick. You are known to be very willful, very powerful and quite tenacious!
Moon is in 22 Degrees Libra.
Affectionate, warm and friendly, life must be a "beautiful" experience for you. Unpleasantness should be avoided at all costs. You tend to overlook other people's faults and you would rather give in than fight. You are uncomfortable with strangers, but at ease and sociable with friends and associates. Indeed, you would rather socialize than work -- you can use your prodigious charm to avoid unpleasant tasks. You need the support and assistance of another in order to get you started on any new project -- you are not a self-starter. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent (i.e., lazy( so true!)). Your refined aesthetic sensibilities attract you to music, dance, art and any other cultured activity.
Mercury is in 01 Degrees Scorpio.
You are a born investigator. You are fascinated by secrets and mysteries and unanswered questions of any kind. When you become upset or angry, your emotional reactions are overpowering -- reason and logic disappear in an uncontrollable passionate outburst. You tend to keep your thoughts secret and bottled up and this makes others regard you with suspicion. It is not that you are trying purposely to be evasive, it is just that you would rather not deal with the explosions and hassles that often occur when you reveal your true feelings and opinions. Your sense of humor tends toward sarcasm and irony.
Venus is in 10 Degrees Libra.
A very friendly and outgoing person, you hate to be alone. Beware of a continuing tendency to compromise yourself in order to avoid being lonely. Try to be yourself, not what others would like you to be. You have an innate desire to be in refined and elegant surroundings and will go out of your way to create a plush and comfortable atmosphere around you. You have heightened aesthetic sensibilities and are attracted to music and the arts. Try to avoid using your well-known seductive charm in order to get out of doing what you consider to be dirty work!
Mars is in 00 Degrees Aries.
You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking. At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive -- learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.
Jupiter is in 03 Degrees Gemini.
You have a logical, detached, objective view of most things. Your interests are wide-ranging and you are an avid student, with expertise in many different areas. You love to work things out in your mind -- everything you do is reduced to an exercise in logic and reason. You have the ability to grasp abstractions and to deal successfully with the larger issues of life. Your overemphasis on developing your powerful intellect can cause your emotional and intuitive abilities to atrophy unless you consciously choose to exercise them.
Saturn is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.
Uranus is in 28 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.(As a matter of fact, histories are not irrelevant. i am curious about what makes the world come about. the inventions. the art pieces. these interest struck me aft ive read dan brown's novels.)
Neptune is in 08 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 12 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 12 Degrees Pisces.
You're attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!
