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eve of new year's eve

10:11 PM

i had a reunion dinner on the eve of new year's eve yesterday. it was a fantastic night. surprisely, i wasnt the usual me yesterday. i was strangely high. haha....
was laughing out loud... commenting on this and that.. taking lotsa pictures.. suan-ing my aunt. disturbing my uncle. haha... its was such a fun filled night. i like it. its the warmth of family im talkin about. grandparents and aunt are going china today. they're going for so long! only coming back next thursday. gonna miss them muchie!
anyways, im gonna go for another round of reunion dinner today. mood is rather so-so today.

yesterday was also pioneer's cny celebrations. its really a slacky day man..! once again, its the smart and casual day...! first thing in the morning, j1s are suppose to go bai nian to the j2s... 06s09 came to visit 05s09. haha.. feels good to be a senior.
next, the cny concert.. guess this is gonna be the last cny concert im gonna attend in school. it was really memorable.
guys.. let me intro you to pj's vice-principal, mr tay. he is sooo NOT typical principal sort of person las..!
he is in his 30s, super handsome, drives a hot red sports car, no airs with him and heard that he goes clubbing too. woo-hoo.. haha..
anyways, he performed yesterday. he was shaking his butt like so bootylicious las! haha..
he acted cute. we screamed like nobody's business can. like some superstar concert. haha....
he also directed a 'mtv' for the mother tongue department of pj. i know this sounds kinda weird... but, haha.. the video was so spastic can... the chinese teachers... all doing the typical moves of a cny music video. like, cupping their hand and doing the gong xi gong xi thing. totally spastic!

haha.. anyways, the eve of new year's eve is fun.

sunday

7:14 PM

heyz... its a sunday today. gotta for tuition later. mood is better today as compared to last week. =)
ive been spending too much time shopping, feeling so very guilty. okok, i promised i'll be a good girl after CNY. i'll stay home.. no more going of town. sick of it man...
but yesterday's trip was fultile. hehz, bought a RED gallaz shoe.. RED shirt and roxy racer back. happy happy =)
but.. one more thing to be happy about.. its been such a long long time since i last met my gurls... not to mention hearing their voices.. wenn pei-ed me on the phone while im on the way to town yesterday. was so happy. we chatted as usual. the feeling is back, and never will be gone. why? cuz..this is the true friendship we're talking about. i miss my weii, yuu, pau and mimi so much too!
just saw weii's friendster acc.... was happy for her.
shoutout to weii: its time for him to meet the 'parents' haha... the next outing aight?
i really wish for u people to come to my openhouse! humph.. but i know its gonna be very hard for all to come together... anyways, if really cannot, the most.. we meet in ngee ann los! aight? hee...

ahhz.. i need to get my ass back to my books. trigo is not easy. econs is fun. chem sucks.
soon.... very soon, i'll change my 'attitude' towards studies. haha.. watch up for the new highlights... =)
oh, something else to say! went teck whye with sam and mel lou on friday. it was a nice chat with sam, considering the fact tt he's not in the same class anymore. though all the walkin made me sweat like a pig, but.. its worth it. i definitly miss sam. i think sam and brian should meet. lazy to list out the reason. ask me if ure curious.

oh! my UEC is totally inhumane...! fri was S09 pe lesson at 3. its was also the time for canoe training. he ran like... soo many rounds ard the track. we went out to run the canal...... was kinda looking for UEC when i came back. but he was no longer in sight, but guess what... i saw him running in from the canal route. oh gosh, this is totally inhumane los..
anyways, back to econs!

chem test

7:10 AM

heyz.. its a brand new skin again. i guess.. changing blog skins are gonna become a new hobby of mine. =)
anyways.. lynn is sad today. today is a day full of.... mixed emotions.

morning: "im so tired, look at my dark rings..... argh, still got pe... can i dont run? yeah! we're doing floorball today! happy happy!"
afternoon:"im so hungry! its 230 now.. i haven ate anything since morning... maths 2 hrs, can die ahx..."
mid-noon:"hurry las.. study chem.... later got test. omg...
Qns: how do you test for phenol? Ans: use the Fe 3+ thing. violet complex will be formed.
15 mins to 6:'' omg... i haven study finish. wah.. so stressed! triiodomethane, 6455. fehling soln, 2522. tollens reagent, 2322. im bursting!"
610: "alright, you may start now."
pens start clicking.. everybody is stressing out in the LT doing the darn chem paper.
7:"stop. put ya pens down"

lynn walks out of the LT thinking to herself... im am totally screwed. seriously screwed.
no hope at all.
only consolation: its okay.... i did not study the part of periodicity at all.. if not, i could have done better.
anyways, what done is done.
lets hope..... tmr will be a better day.

sunday

7:20 AM

hey... im feeling so touched and sad now. feeling all these emotions after re-watching the lessies video that weii has created. its been such a long while..............
initially, i wanna go watch brian's soccer match at NP on thurs.. but, i have chemistry test during the evenin on that day. i cannot make it anymore. =( anyways, somehow i feel.. im screwed for that test.
met up with stanley and derrick on sat, they actually accompanied me to take bus 190. that bus made me so infuriated. 3 or 4 fully-packed bus actually went by without stopping. i was standing there like an idiot, whining.. "im gonna be late for my korea show!" haha, anyways.. its was a great chat though... =) glad that they made an effort to meet up. was feelin kinda wasted that i wasnt able to meet pau, though we're both in town.
oh, talkin bout pau.. i dreamt of her yesterday. i dreamt that she was in my sch, pjc. haha.. was so happy in the dream that finally, someone of the family is in the same sch as me.
but also, cuz of the dream.. im felt so duper tired during tuition. came home and slept.
sunday is.. lynn's independent day. goes tuition alone. goes shopping alone. came home alone. spent the rest of the day at home alone.
CNY is coming, i havent buy the neccessities yet! clothes... shoes.. bag. oh, bought a mambo denim skirt yest. =)
oh, i remembered, there's a prob.... how am i going to face UEC tmr?
wish me luck.

uec

4:07 AM

heyz... finally, i've got the little time to blog. actually, i shld be studying now.. but im feeling so so tired... once again, physically. guess what i did for pe this week? thurs... we ran. a total of 10 rounds which sum up to be 4km! all during one pe lesson. but, i feel totally satisfied after that... sense of achievement man! fri... played floorball and ran 1.2km and then floorball again. its so fun las.... but tiring too. but luckily, PEs are on thurs and fri. i am definitely not enjoying the muscle strain i am feeling on my calf muscle right now! but. i wanna improve too. so.... persevere!

and.... i am so duper ultra in deep shit now. oh my god, what am i gonna do? how am i going to face my UEC? somebody... help!
story goes like this... 05S09 was havin quite a long break today and we were sorta chatting and sitting around in the canteen. my UEC was sitting directly across the canteen, my friends was like.. "hey, he looked over!" then, dunno how we led to this topic of... changing table and sit behind his table.. and i was like... y not i just walk over and sit beside him?!
BUT I WAS JUST JOKING! OH MY.. and guess what? mag, mel lou, mel char and fel.. walked directly over and sit at the table behind him las!
i was like.. OH MY SHIT, THIS IS SO OBVIOUS CAN!
i walked over and sat with jasmine they all.. they were telling me, he know las.. its so obvious. and he kept looking over... i continued to remain back-facing him. jas and chris was my keep-out teller. okok, its a lot of details.. anyways, this is not just it. the highlight of the day......
time's up, we went back to class for chem lesson. i was like... omg-ing all the way. what am i gonna do? mel, ure such a big ass...! i hate u. u suck. yeah, i rmb these are the words that i chanted all the way....
THEN, UEC HAPPENED TO WALK PASS MY CLASS, i pretended to be slping(teacher wasnt in yet).
melissa lou and mag was like...."hey! he's looking in ehx.. he's smiling and looking in ehx".... he was directly just outside our class when they said that las!!! oh my.. i almost, oh-my-god to death.
i was so angry with mel lou, she actually said that out loud! how am i gonna face him in the future? oh gosh... UEC has a gf, and he definitely enjoys all this attention cast on him.
the day ended with lotsa whines from me.... i made mel lou to treat me to SAKAE too! somehow, i feel that wasnt enough to compensate my losses.
conclusion: friday 13/1/2006 is a day filled with highlights.
i am gonna be so dead.

orientation 06

1:37 AM

im so glad that its a public holiday today! i got to sleep till the sun is shining brightly on my butt.. feeling so good. haha..
i suffered from monday blues yesterday. lessons was okay. didnt get to see my ECs... but, crashed the orientation 06... was feeling so outkast las! haha.. cuz the crashers including myself were sitting at the back of the hall in our sch uni... wheares the J1s were in front wearing their ultra bright orange orientation shirt. haha....
i bet the J1s muz be feeling so shock when the 4 of us.. suddenely joined them for their chicken dance. haha.. can u believe it? jas, bz, mel and me.. we just jumped into the clan nearest to us... helds their hands.. dance along with them. do their chicken dance. do the choo-choo train ard the hall. fun dance and mass dance. haha... what's more... we cheered and screamed along with them. haha.. i really feel ive gone crazy yesterday...
char and me were suffering from the post-orientation syndroms again. let me demo.....
"pioneer, li hou bo? hou ah hou ah..! pioneer, li zai bo? zai ah zai ah..! pioneer, li steady bo? steady ah steady ahx..! pioneer, li hou bo.. zai bo.. steady bo? hao ah.. zai ah.. stea........dy ahx!" woohoo!! so cool...
okok.. back to normal. lets do the rating.. orientation 06 wasnt as fun as mine. they only did fun dance and mass dance once las..... that is soooo not satisfying. we danced like nobody's business. the music just played over and over again... conclusions? orientation 05 was better. haha...

oh. yest was kinda sad too. UEC aka ultimate eye-candy. was kinda intimate with gf infront of me. sad sad.
but, the most stressing thing was.... the whole canoeing team was sitting directly behind us when in the hall. haha.. was feeling so uper paiseh after the chicken dance with the J1s. haha... ahh, who cares....

im missing my people more as the clock ticks by.............
get the message?

i miss my people!

rainbow

6:36 AM

i only wanna say...
i saw a rainbow from my room's window the other day. it gave me the motivation to keep going. took pictures of it. it was really a moment in time. brighten up my day. =) =)

tmr is the start of school again. we've decided to crash the j1's laz day orientation too. we've learnt their fun dance. haha... cool. hopefully, my people will be able to make it for PJ's openhouse. im missing all of them. i want a family reunion soon.

but i know.. it gonna be a lil' hard this year.
hehz..
anyways... i love u guys!

starting of sch

3:07 AM

heys.. finally, im here to post a new entry after... a week?
im feeling so tired now! physically only though.... PE has increased to 2 hrs per week. on thursday and friday.. wah, im so gonna slim down man. haha.. oh! talkin bout weight, ive gained wt aft the holis! damn.. and i didnt grow tall either... im so stuck.
gonna learn hockey for PE during this term. that's gonna be so fun! learn new things! yeah... hehx....wed is sports electives.. i wanna join kick boxing! but guess, initially its gonna be as borin as TKD. how bout kayaking? hehx.. i want! thurs is for 2.4km run. fri is mass pe, most prob hockey. anyways, hopefully i'll get used to all these...
oh! i so wanna complain bout the new PJ prinicipal. she and her stupid new sch rules. damn... i miss mr kwek. =(
long skirts. long socks. tucked-in blouse. imagine how TU we're gonna look like. bless me.

school has been quite okay till now... but guess what? im was late for sch on the 2nd day las.. guess the reason? the damn 190 bus driver didnt stop at our bus stop los.. he went all the way to the next bus stop. in the end, whole bus of pioneers gotta walk all the way back, booked for being late. but, we didnt press the bell las.. hee.. but he shld be considerate too! argh...
was late for school with eye-candy. hee.. =) =)
ultimate eye-candy is sooo cool las! i guess he built up his body during the holis.. he's looking so much more muscular now. 2nd eye-candy is still as musular. woot!

zhigang came back to visit us yesterday.. or rather, to see his GF las.. haha.. he has cut botak already los.. look so typical NS guy with the hat. i bet he's gonna be so sad in camp without chris. he better not cry. haha.. wish him all the best for his commando. fat taz.

anyways, i havent met up with my girls for quite some time already.. missing them!
i wish weii happiness too! hopefully, that guy is good. if not, im gonna smack the hell outta him. blehx...
missing my people!
weii.wenn.yuu.pau.mimi.brian.joey.stanley.couz.derrick.pingg.