woots, yesterday was a fun-filled and busy day!
went for the UNIS open house, met up with couz and victor's commissioning parade.
hmm, i like NTU's culture, as in, i fill that the students there are more friendly and approachable. had quite a few embarrasing and fun moments in NTU. =p
NUS is a better brand name, and... it feels more like a university to me. the students there are less approachable but... there are more GOOD-LOOKERS in NUS. haha..
i should start applying for uni soon, before i leave for HK. harsh reality sucks.
accompanied jasmine to victor's ocs commissioning parade. man, it was sooo damn cool! the scene where everybody throw their caps and hugged each other was soooo touching! i can really feel the happiness in them. its like, after all the hard work.. they are finally graduating. the scene was really touching. oh man, i dunno why but all the guys in the camp looked so handsome yest! haha... char and me got a lil' way out of hand. but, i think its cuz its their day. everybody seems to be in a good mood, tts why...
thn, while we're on the train to buona vista.. jas's cousin aka korkor was on the same train as us. haha.. we had such a hard time trying to pull jas over the korkor's side to say hi. jas only shy in front of korkor one lehz, she is nt like tt in front of other guys lehz. jas! so wasted! this one is really ya kin lehz.. ya cousin ahz!! if its me ahz, haha.. i'll just run over to him and.... KOR! haha..
went to Eski Bar with lou, char and jas at holland V. oh man, i had this cocktail called sleeping polar bear. my instincts tell me tt the drink contains milk. then, we asked the bartender.. he told us.. there is milk, coconut and pineapple juice in it! gosh, bless me. haha.. but thankfully, i didnt have to chiong toilet yest.
was sooo duper tired when i got hm. headed for the bed immediately. today shall be a family day for me then. have been hanging out with friends everyday for the past week. hmm, i like my new job at HSA currently. its not what i am doing tt interests me. its more of the company that is great. im hanging out with ppl my age everyday, tts a good thing! i had to hang out with uncles and aunties for my previous job, i thought ive aged too. its good to make more friends.
okok, tts about it.
i should start to think about my future.
this article touched me. this article made me feel proud to be a pioneer. this is what the college inculcates in us.
"What does it mean to be a pioneer?"
To me, being a pioneer is to possess Courage. It takes courage to do something different, to step out of one's comfort zone, to take a risk, to step out of the crowd and stand out. It is so much easier to blend in and disappear; for a pioneer "same is boring". A pioneer questions why things are the way they are and asks "what if". A pioneer innovates, creates, invents. A pioneer is a learner. A pioneer is never satisfied; A pioneer is never bored... because there is always new territory to be explored. A pioneer lives on the edge. Being a pioneer is also to have Commitment. A pioneer has no guarentee of success... and revels at that thought. A pioneer may be an idealist, a thrill-seeker but a pioneer is also realistic. A pioneer is prepared to fall... and to stand up again. It is inevitable to faill when doing something new. Courage is the first step; but tenacity, resilience and intergrity are the cornerstones of character. A reward without sacrifice is not worth having. A pioneer will do what is necessary to presevere through defeat, ridicule and discouragement. Without determination, ideals are extinguished, and enthusisam flags and self-doubt reigns. A pioneer weathers the storm. Lastly, a pioneer needs Compassion. A pioneer who is aiming for his personal glory is merely on an ego-trip. A true pioneer serves not himself, but the community. A pioneer does not succeed at the expense of others. A pioneer recognizes that by improving himself, society benefits and the world becomes a better place. A pioneer is not just confident in his abilities but also confident that what one does will have a positive impact on those around. A pioneer makes a difference because a pioneer cares. Count yourself lucky to be called a Pioneer. this articles is written by PJ's vice-prinicpal, Mr Dennis Yeo.
it made me feel proud to be called a Pioneer.
alright, i decided that i should blog the night before i get my results, which is now.
initially i didnt have much thought about it....
everything is destined already. i have done my best. there is no way i can change the reults by being troubled/distracted the whole time.. but....
today on the train hm from dance course with char and zhigang, the conversation tt we had made me really depress. i began to think very negatively. its time i start to think what kinda grades im gonna get. at least some kind of expectations is better then none.
but.... not a bit of confidence in myself at all.
wonder if i'll ever get depression if my results suck.
but one thing's for sure, i will shut myself out from the outside world.
okok, come on lynn! haven get results yet.. dont so pessimistic.
there is still hope. but im really scared.
i pray that miracles DO happen.
bless me.
minnie ashtray!
mickey ashtray!
sleeping beauty castle!
we had this in our room. so cute! so disney!
