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bbq

4:20 AM

hey.. i realised i havent been blogging for such a longggg time. yeah, so i decided to kick off my laziness and type something here today...
hmmm, sense of panic is kicking into me already. the last time i saw the board, its say 96 days to A levels. oh hell... i still feel that im super not ready for it at all. not mentally nor physically. sheesh....

anws, went for a bbq party over at mimi's condo yesterday. ive been looking forward to this gathering all the while... but, somehow... felt kinda uneasy yesterday though. the reason?
okay, imagine this....
lynn travelling with 3 other couples. yes... tts the cruel reality. they're all in pairs. so, its like.. wherever i go, i gotta stick myself with one of the couple, if not.. i feel duper lonely. but i feel bad for being a duper light bulb also las.. but its not like i can help it.
but yuu was being really really sweet yesterday. she frequently checked to see if i was alone. she'll always come over or strike a conversation with me. that made me felt sooo much better.
hugs to yuu for being such a sweetie! thanx to yuu's bf for sharing yuu with me. haha...

im feeling happy for wenn. her and her bf. im feeling happy for pau and bf too. they're always so SWEEEEEET! it really made ppl envy them.
weii seems to always be in the honeymoon period. but tts a good thing. =)
took lotsa group photos yesterday. first thing, i like taking pictures with lotsa ppl in it. i guess its cuz of the togetherness and cosiness.
i dont like taking pics with minimal ppl, feels kinda awkward and NO togetherness and cosiness. haha...

alright, now.. back to the bbq. mimi havent changed alot. haha... mimi's still the same. the same old mimi before she left us for germany.
andrew had a really HOT gf. haha... he was kinda aloof when gf was with him. but aft he sent her off, he came over and sat with us.. haha, then everybody started reminiscing the past. the qss times. haha.. the weliang, weida, chichong and emily. haha...
and i thought the arrival of joey and brian will 'rescue' me from the couples, but nahz...... im stil stuck.

message to stan: come on man, i believe u will find a better one. you are always welcome to leave our club(singles club) anytime. haha...

okok, actually it wasnt that bad to be travelling with the couples las.. its more of myself rubbing it in. yeah... come on, put yaself in my shoe and you will rattle the same thing as me too! i bet.

alrights, gotta go back to the books.
ciaoz.

these few days

8:58 AM

people!
soccer finals is round the corner!
school is round the corner!
lifestyle back to a stressed-out freak is round the corner!
eeeeee....

anyways, went on a roller-blading trip with S09 clique and Hi-5 on thursday. its a really good experience. initially i thought ive relinquish ALL my skating skills.. but after a few metres... i got the FEELING back. haha.. then, i knew i can skate already. haha.. but im still fresh to the outside road not catered to skating. we started skating since bout 12+ to 5+. oh man, u can guess how exhausted we are at the end of the day. we're like totally soul-less beings on the train las.. haha...
but i really prefer going for trips like these... im beginning to dislike going to town. its sooo boring can..!

accompanied mandy to take pictures of singapore for her project on friday. oh man, the distance that we've travelled made me so so tired. but im cool with it.. anws, ive got nothing to do on tt day. its been quite sometime since i went out with her alone. yuu and weii couldnt make it. tts a pity.
wenn, i wanna go swimming! desperately!

had chemistry tuition today. so many days of not thinking have made my brain somewhat malfunction. haha... was feelin so sleepy durin tuition. then, went to marina square with brothers. haha.. its a nice outing =) just the 3 of us.... took lotsa pics too.. brought both of em to esplanade. haha...

here's some of the pictures to share.

friend of mine

6:25 AM

remembering lou saying how she wished mid yr would be over soon... now, mid year is over.
alright... my days have been spent rather, indulging myself in doing nothing. watched superman returns with the gurls aft our last paper... oh man, the movie was really great! can u believe it? but i think their thriler was somewhat boring, so it didnt catch my attention. it was my brother who made me wanna catch tt movie.
people, u really gotta go catch superman. u'll be so proud of superman when u walk out of the theatre. trust me. haha.. ok, im currently waiting impatiently for pirates of carribean and fast and furious. these 2 is a must-watch!

i have a friend whom i think is currently in a unheathy relationship right now. well, maybe its just me.. but i really dislike the idea of couples sticking together 24/7. come on, dont u guys have ya own lives to lead? furthermore, u hurt ya long-time friend with ya actions. maybe u have ya reasons for doing so, but i really dont see the need for u to go to that extent las... we're all friends what.. cheez, i really have a bad impression of this couple. seriously, i feel that u should not allow yaself to be soooooo obessed with ya partner las. but what to do.
if your happy with ya current status, i wish u happiness. but, u really got to know what you are doing.
ok, enough of this friend of mine.

went town-ing with char and fel today. i was feeling too dull today to do anything. might have influence them with my mood or something. but today is quite boring. will be going roller blading tmr with S09 gurls, hopefully it will be fun. haha.. i bet im gonna fall on my butt for uncountable times. haha.... looking forward to this trip =)

heard from wenn that ray, shilong and mimi are all coming back to singapore these few days.. i want mimi's hse bbq party to be on. its been sometime since we last gathered together.
anws, gotta go.
ciaoz.