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physically-ached

7:05 AM

alright, lynn is feeling so physically-ached now. oh gosh.. how i wish i do not have to move at all..
oh, haha.. here comes the funny thing! lynn fell down during inlike skating this wed, wah.. its like a multi-combo. fell like.. at least 3 times, my butt hurts. seriously, my butt hurts.
didnt have the chance to recover, did high jump during pe.. cheez, i suck. haha.. always run till the pole.. go, ahhh...! then stop. im sucha loser. haha... but at least i got over the pole thrice.
anws, the suckiest thing, pe on friday. mrs loh wasnt here, tt freakin bit*h took us for pe, damn.. s09 hated her. irresponsible. inconsiderate. flirt. oh wells, i shouldnt be mean anymore.

alright, i guess i shld not say anymore bout studies. feel stress even at the thought of it. zhigang is gonna come find us in school on monday, gotta go seoul aft that. haha.. the best thing? the WJ guy seeing him with kris.
being a J2 now, i totally understand the hectic and stressful lifestyle that we're actually leading. oh gosh, totally inhumane. but, what im gonna talk about is.... the J1s are really irritating. as in, they can sit in the canteen whole day long, playing cards, gossips, chats and stuff. no lessons. no nothing for them. super slack las! i am so envy of them. come to think of it, i had this phase during my 1st 3 mths too. haha... but ive long gone past tt time, hopefully the J1s will enjoy their stay in pj =)

guess what? a teacher actually told us that, there is no true love in the world. nothing is ever permanent.
come on! whatever happens to you does not mean that it is applicable to each and every individuals out there, DO NOT put ya assumptions on everyone. and, its VERY wrong for you to convey such message to ya students. when there's love, there's hope. dont u know, love make the world go round?
imagine if he were to say those kinda things to primary schools kids? he is gonna spoil their childhood fantasies and faith. eeee, conclusion? HE FAILED. TOTALLY.

i do not know when i can meet up with my lessies again, hopefully, its be during the march holidays alright? after hearing the news tt wenn is going back HK, im already feel like im missing her right now. although we do not contact now, at least i know shes here. but.... okok, i'll endure for tt period of time. weii is having a duper sweet time with bf. ahz, honeymoon. yuu? yuu! ya bday is coming! tts a good opportunity for reunion!
lessies: we shld take alot of pics the next time we go out k? im deprived of updated pics with u gurls in it.
anws, im tired. gonna sign off now.
ciaoz.

long long entry

8:36 AM

oppz... seems like i should blog more... demand creates supply, oh gosh.. im so econsified.
oh wells... aight, let me summarise the seemingly busy week. Valentine's day has came and past. received presents from the girls... bought presents for the girls too. im sooo lacking in artistic talent, char's keychain n bottle of candies was so nice, chris's towel was so sweet, lou's thoughts are so genuine and sincere(really beats spending lotsa $), fel's brownie was so chocolicious and sweet( loved it to bits, sinful too), jas's mini test-tube was uber cool, mag's letter of love and choco was so motivating and sweet respectively.
oh! i received a rose too! but, to my disappointment.. its was a surprise from mel lou... haha.. anyways, its was a Vday spent fulfilling with the girls.
samuel cheow: where is my promised V day pressie?!?!?! im still waiting for it...

i seriously miss my lessies.

alright, next topic.... its was grandpa's 70th birthday on thursday. it was also the most tiring day for me. school. pe. math test. chemistry reminder. chiong-ed home. slept. dinner at some chinese restarurant. warmth feeling of reunion again. came home. study for chemistry assignment.
results: zombified lynn with dark rings and eye bags. haha... i sounded like i look horrible. haha, its up to ya imagination then.
talking about chem.. somebody plz shoot me in the head. i made a super duper ultra careless mistake during the assigment las.. oh gosh.. alright, i got 0.05 mol for butane. and guess wat.. i act. pressed 5 on my calculator instead of 0.05. so its like... the actual step was, 0.05 x 3000=150. my stupid step was, 5 x 3000= 15000. somebody, smack me.
Hockey was so cool, i like the swinging of the stick, hit the ball with a -thud- sound.. and off the ball goes with speed... come on, i can definitely play hockey better than Vball. will be doing high-jump next term, well, all i can say is.. pray hard for me. i better get my freaking feets off the ground and over the freaking pole. Inline skating was extremely fun too!

lynn's experience with inline skating
the very first words that came out of my mind when i tried the skates for the first time: oh gosh, i think im gonna fall to my death.
BUT! till now, i've not fallen even once! haha.. thats certainly an accomplishment. at least i can skate now, but i need more confidence with it though. the skate instructors are fun too.

school is as per normal.. u know.. dull and routine. only highlights? eye-candies bahz....
oh oh! EC and me were walking directly into each other today. i tried to retain my composure. no smiling. no awkwardness. was pushng mel lou all the way. phew, at least i got through him with as much coolness i though i had. BUT! fel and all said i was looking soo soo soo TUTIFIED las.
try to imagine this. lynn walking, hugging her pink adidas botttle with one arm, sipping her green tea, fake choosing songs from lou's ipod. i was so 'hand-less'
i thought i was cool.. but, i was tut.
haha...

dialoge session with mr dennis yeo was encouraging too. i hope i will remember his words and put them into actions. i hope and i want to.

pj's rugby match with the army team was totally breath-taking and cool. much violence into play. loved watching rugby matches, they're so so violent and intense. mood watching it was so gan-jiong. haha

quite a bit of entry about school huh. well.. that's all i can update about i guess... i havent met my girls for soo long. i think this time round is the longest.... we did not manage to spend Vday this yr. i know each of us are really busy with our own lives, but.. sometimes.. a simple message is enough to bring a smile to my face. at least, i know u gurls are doing fine =)

how bout brian, joey and stanley? where are u guys man... i miss having long chats with brian. i miss playing with joey. i miss crapping with stanley. anws.... hopefully we'll all be able to meet up soon =) is derrick back from aussie yet?

anyways, i gotta go now. this is quite a long entry huh. enjoy reading then! haha..

willpower.

8:14 AM

its has been a really tiring week for me. i do not have any spare time at all. everyday, my time is fully utilitsed with school and studies. well, i guess this is gonna be what my life is gonna be till the end of the As.
im sad that i do not get to meet my lessies and boys as often. we will remain true in the heart =)

seriously, i hate every tues and thurs of the week. they are the most hectic days esp thurs. i practically do not get any rest at all. school starts from 8am and ends at 730pm. in btw, ive only got 1.5 hr break. imagine how hard it is for me.... im act. losin my noon nap cuz of this.
anyways, thurs chem remedial lesson has made me realised quite a few things. i learnt somethings out of class. i discover that, if u do not let urself interact with the outside world, you'll only think that ya world is everything. ur life is sooo sooo magnificant. you'll thought that everybody is like you. in fact, what is yours or whatever has happened to you is actually so insignificant as compared to the rest. my peer tutor being from S01 is really a smart alec, i do not know how to describe him, but he is seriously out of the world.
the chemistry language which seems oh-so-foreign to me, racking my head over every qns.... is act. all printed at the back of his head. he can just throw out any facts, just like that. u know, like with a click of ya fingers and the ans is out. i seriously need to buck up.
baobao made me waver a lil over my staying on in jc. after much consideration and chats with seniors, i realise i should perservere. you will never know the answer until uve reached the destination. i do know that much obstacles are waiting for me, feelings of demoralisation is unavoidable. i'll survive all odds.
alright, enough of studies.

Valentine's day is coming! ive been ranting this phrase for the past week. well, seems like its gonna be just another day for me... i remember that i used to spend this day with my lessies. we'll always go to visit diff. resturants every year together and spend the quality time together. however, its seems impossible this time round. weii will be spending for Vday with bf, wishing her all the best. =)

i want to improve my willpower.
quotation of the day: eating together is sharing each other's souls.