there's no world outside;

willpower.

8:14 AM

its has been a really tiring week for me. i do not have any spare time at all. everyday, my time is fully utilitsed with school and studies. well, i guess this is gonna be what my life is gonna be till the end of the As.
im sad that i do not get to meet my lessies and boys as often. we will remain true in the heart =)

seriously, i hate every tues and thurs of the week. they are the most hectic days esp thurs. i practically do not get any rest at all. school starts from 8am and ends at 730pm. in btw, ive only got 1.5 hr break. imagine how hard it is for me.... im act. losin my noon nap cuz of this.
anyways, thurs chem remedial lesson has made me realised quite a few things. i learnt somethings out of class. i discover that, if u do not let urself interact with the outside world, you'll only think that ya world is everything. ur life is sooo sooo magnificant. you'll thought that everybody is like you. in fact, what is yours or whatever has happened to you is actually so insignificant as compared to the rest. my peer tutor being from S01 is really a smart alec, i do not know how to describe him, but he is seriously out of the world.
the chemistry language which seems oh-so-foreign to me, racking my head over every qns.... is act. all printed at the back of his head. he can just throw out any facts, just like that. u know, like with a click of ya fingers and the ans is out. i seriously need to buck up.
baobao made me waver a lil over my staying on in jc. after much consideration and chats with seniors, i realise i should perservere. you will never know the answer until uve reached the destination. i do know that much obstacles are waiting for me, feelings of demoralisation is unavoidable. i'll survive all odds.
alright, enough of studies.

Valentine's day is coming! ive been ranting this phrase for the past week. well, seems like its gonna be just another day for me... i remember that i used to spend this day with my lessies. we'll always go to visit diff. resturants every year together and spend the quality time together. however, its seems impossible this time round. weii will be spending for Vday with bf, wishing her all the best. =)

i want to improve my willpower.
quotation of the day: eating together is sharing each other's souls.