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bad foot

1:56 AM

hey ya... it has been a really torturous week for me. the foot was really bad, its not getting better at all. haiks.... caused me alot of inconvience and pain.
gotta take aunt's car to school everyday
gotta dial a cab to send me home everyday
gotta stay on my butt most of the time
gotta wear slippers to sch for the whole week.
hey, ive been really sensible with the foot, but why aint it getting any better? damn..
swell and blood clot is bad. everybody is asking me to go to a sinsei. but, im afraid.
ive never been to a sinsei better, just hearing the experiences of those who've been there.. freaks me out.
yesterday mama gently helped me to rub, and i meant, really gently. i cried. come on, its pain u know... but like tt how to go sinsei?
i wanna hurry recover, i wanna wear shoes and run ard and i wanna play netball!

anws, had general paper today. the essay was fine. but the compre totally suck. its a battle between the pain and mind for me man.... foot was painful, mind was blank and eyelids are feelin extremely heavy. but most importantly, the passage was so philosophical las. lets pray.
gonna go for granny's bday dinner later. its gonna be another family reunion, i like it =). haha. hopefully ah ma will not get too worried with my foot. feeling relunctant going there with the injured foot. she should enjoy this special day of hers.ahhz, always making her worry. =(
i promise i'll spend more time with them once the big A is over.

its the june holis now. piled with lotsa studying to do... i hope i'll get to meet up with my people as soon as possible. im missing them like hell. i miss the photo-taking sessions. i miss the girls talk. i miss the presence of u pretty people. come on, lets fix a date! cant wait to see u guys...