hey.. i realised i havent been blogging for such a longggg time. yeah, so i decided to kick off my laziness and type something here today...
hmmm, sense of panic is kicking into me already. the last time i saw the board, its say 96 days to A levels. oh hell... i still feel that im super not ready for it at all. not mentally nor physically. sheesh....
anws, went for a bbq party over at mimi's condo yesterday. ive been looking forward to this gathering all the while... but, somehow... felt kinda uneasy yesterday though. the reason?
okay, imagine this....
lynn travelling with 3 other couples. yes... tts the cruel reality. they're all in pairs. so, its like.. wherever i go, i gotta stick myself with one of the couple, if not.. i feel duper lonely. but i feel bad for being a duper light bulb also las.. but its not like i can help it.
but yuu was being really really sweet yesterday. she frequently checked to see if i was alone. she'll always come over or strike a conversation with me. that made me felt sooo much better.
hugs to yuu for being such a sweetie! thanx to yuu's bf for sharing yuu with me. haha... im feeling happy for wenn. her and her bf. im feeling happy for pau and bf too. they're always so SWEEEEEET! it really made ppl envy them.
weii seems to always be in the honeymoon period. but tts a good thing. =)
took lotsa group photos yesterday. first thing, i like taking pictures with lotsa ppl in it. i guess its cuz of the togetherness and cosiness.
i dont like taking pics with minimal ppl, feels kinda awkward and NO togetherness and cosiness. haha...
alright, now.. back to the bbq. mimi havent changed alot. haha... mimi's still the same. the same old mimi before she left us for germany.
andrew had a really HOT gf. haha... he was kinda aloof when gf was with him. but aft he sent her off, he came over and sat with us.. haha, then everybody started reminiscing the past. the qss times. haha.. the weliang, weida, chichong and emily. haha...
and i thought the arrival of joey and brian will 'rescue' me from the couples, but nahz...... im stil stuck.
message to stan: come on man, i believe u will find a better one. you are always welcome to leave our club(singles club) anytime. haha... okok, actually it wasnt that bad to be travelling with the couples las.. its more of myself rubbing it in. yeah... come on, put yaself in my shoe and you will rattle the same thing as me too! i bet.
alrights, gotta go back to the books.
ciaoz.
