alright, i decided that i should blog the night before i get my results, which is now.
initially i didnt have much thought about it....
everything is destined already. i have done my best. there is no way i can change the reults by being troubled/distracted the whole time.. but....
today on the train hm from dance course with char and zhigang, the conversation tt we had made me really depress. i began to think very negatively. its time i start to think what kinda grades im gonna get. at least some kind of expectations is better then none.
but.... not a bit of confidence in myself at all.
wonder if i'll ever get depression if my results suck.
but one thing's for sure, i will shut myself out from the outside world.
okok, come on lynn! haven get results yet.. dont so pessimistic.
there is still hope. but im really scared.
i pray that miracles DO happen.
bless me.
