10:42 AM
I can't seem to fully concentrate.
It is really the cruch time now.. I am 19 days away from my 1st paper and yet I'm still feeling soooo insecure.
At this time, I'm still thinking so much of other things. Its really my fault. But I can't seem to stop myself....
I've broke down once.. I wonder will I break down again? I hope not...
I hope things will be fine.. or rather my situation will improve.
I meant studies, relationship and everything else.
I've been giving Fit quite a bit of trouble recently. I'm sorry.
But I can't concentrate on my studies when things are not fine... I know its probably due to me thinking too much again.
I hope things will improve for the better. I hope I am not in a state of self-denial.
I guess I need more assurance. I really do.
Argh.
Smack me for thinking bout things aside from studies. I really need to WAKE UP!
9:12 PM
I met up with Brian for dinner yesterday. He is flying to Taiwan for his army this sat.. hope all goes well and he come back with a bar on his shoulder. He's being quite pessimistic though.. But, I know he definitely will be able to commission.
Alrights, anws...we went for dinner at Spaghetties.
Here's some of the pictures taken...
Before we went to town.. I picked brian from his camp and went to his house straight. I finally got to pay to visit to JIMMY! Jimmy is really old already, so lazy.... I really like Jimmy.
So, here's introducing you to....
JIM JIM!
He even has his own fan.....
Jim Jim is so cute right?
I totally think so...
Joey joined us at Taka. Yesterday is the first time where I bump into so many of my secondary schoolmates when I was out.
Saw Shaun Goh and Couz! Ahyo, Couz's hairstyle changed so much! I didnt know it was him until Brian said hello to him.. I was still thinking to myself how come Brian know this guy... Then I realised that he is actually Gerald. Omg.. haha, but he changed for the better though...
When these guys gather, its always army talk. I was kinda bored.
Anws, then we went to cathay to look for Lou. She was there with her secondary sch clique. We hugged in front of sooo many people, it was kinda pai seh.
Saw Shaun Wee at Starbucks too. Ahyo, its just a night filled with QSS ppl..
Eeks, QSS.
Alrights, till then...
1:32 AM
Jackie Cheung - All I askI'm not asking you to changewho you are, where you're goingI'm not asking you to lose control...I'm not asking for the worldor for you to keep it spinning. Just that you'll be the one receiving All this lovin' that I'm giving(Chorus) All I ask is that you love mein my own special way Yet that I'm the one who holds you When there's nothing left to say All I ask is that you need me More than anybody else That you're there for me to turn to When I'm lost myselfAll I ask of you, All I ask of you Is that you love meWhen I think of all the things We will do when we're together Say a little prayer for love I wont take up all your time Just give me all your precious moments Baby open your arms Let me fill them with emotion (Chorus) This is quite an ancient song that its quite impossble to find it anymore...
It kept replaying on my ipod one day....
Strangely, its a nice song and I liked it.
12:46 AM
I am so sick of my blog skin already! But I dont have time/too lazy to change it now, guess it gotta wait till I finish my exams... 2 more months to go!
Went for Michelle's 21st birthday party on tuesday. It was a really good ODAC gathering and bonding session. Its like a short relief from all the exams stress and studying for all of us. I had fun that night.. laughing and hanging out with my dearest ODAC friends. Because I am used to studying alone at home, I didnt join most of them when they're studying in the sch library for like almost everyday. Everybody was like saying they haven't seen me for sooo long when we met on tuesday. This made me feel kinda bad...
As usual, sarbo-ing on birthday parties is a must for our ODAC tradition. Michelle was like thrown into the pool in her white dress by 6 girls. Haha.. This time the girls did the job.
Had HTHT session with Elton and Serp. I think 3 of us had this tradition of HTHT since the Berkelah trip last year. Its like, I can even HTHT with Elton even when we're cycling.
HTHT sessions are good.
Sheila Yeo was too busy HTHT-ing with her 13th excos as well.. didnt have the chance to catch up with her.
Shit.la: No worries k, we will HTHT soon. Study hard! Dont get toooo EGO with all the "praises" huh. haha....
Here are the pictures from the party....
Photos credits to Sheila=)
Hmm, Boys before flowers finally had its finale. Ahyo! So gonna miss it....
I am so in love with Kim Hyun Joong. He's like so hot can! I can't wait to go Korea man....
Oh wells.. time to hit the books again...
I wanna understand myself better...........
He even has his own fan.....
Photos credits to Sheila=)