I can't seem to fully concentrate.
It is really the cruch time now.. I am 19 days away from my 1st paper and yet I'm still feeling soooo insecure.
At this time, I'm still thinking so much of other things. Its really my fault. But I can't seem to stop myself....
I've broke down once.. I wonder will I break down again? I hope not...
I hope things will be fine.. or rather my situation will improve.
I meant studies, relationship and everything else.
I've been giving Fit quite a bit of trouble recently. I'm sorry.
But I can't concentrate on my studies when things are not fine... I know its probably due to me thinking too much again.
I hope things will improve for the better. I hope I am not in a state of self-denial.
I guess I need more assurance. I really do.
Argh.
Smack me for thinking bout things aside from studies. I really need to WAKE UP!
